I get the shakes when people really listen. Anyone else?

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In Junior High I noticed my voice started trembling and I got nearly teary sometimes when answering a question in class well and everybody was listening. I've never been particularly shy or anything, so it was really weird when it happened. I guess it had something to do with the attention I got when explaining something I knew well - I was heavily bullied, thus this kind of "glory moment" kind of overwhelmed me I guess.

But yes, this tingling orgasmic feeling, I get that in similar situation sometimes too, but not too often, I tend to experience them when I make intellectual realisations, when I really figure something, have ah 'AHA!'-experience after some intense thinking. Mostly by myself, but sometimes in the company of others, particularly when having a couple smokes

I think these moments I explained may be easily called epiphanies. I make a realisation which leads to a euphoric feeling.

I do get a reaction- not quite like that. I am older, so I have been through the whole they care, they don't etc.

KNow I am almost taken aback, like CRIPES you are not supposed toreally care! I am conditioned that you do not care. I -am-conditioned-you-do-not-care, Luke-I-am-your-father kind of thing.

So now, cynic that I am , I am sad to say I wonder if they have a problem or somethign that they would care what I like or think.

Anyway, this is a mind bending post because it made me think. Thank you. I like to think.