I hate it when a police car or an ambulance is coming towards me with it's lights flashing but not it's siren on yet, because I know damn well that having flashing lights means that it might turn it's siren on at any time. I don't mind if the siren is already on and zooms by because there's plenty of warning that there's a loud noise, and it doesn't make me jump, but when they're sudden it really makes me flinch. I have an intense reaction to sudden loud noise, where I literally jump off the ground and flinch really bad so it notices. Then I'm scared other people see me and think, ''that stupid idiot over there is like a frightened rabbit! It didn't make me jump like that! She must be stupid!''
I'm afraid to put my fingers in my ears too because people might see me and wonder why I have my fingers in my ears.
That's why I don't like going out in the street - you can't be yourself! NTs must be worshipped, otherwise if you break one rule, they will emotionally ''get'' you. I hate life.
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