I visited my mom today, and fixed her computer and some plumbing, and then we visited for an hour too long and I was reaching my limit. Just as I was about to leave my brother called, and the three of us were on the phone for an hour, and it was nice to hear from him, but it was the phone, and my bother was faint and my mom was loud, and I was sketching out and ready to scream by the time I escaped.
I was driving home and it was late and I knew my partner would have dinner for me and he would be all supportive but I just wanted to be ALONE.
Then I saw this new pedestrian bridge. It was a really cool suspension design, with glass sides, and the lighting was dramatic and understated, and everything was Exactly Right. Suddenly I was really happy and all the anxiety went away.
I'm glad I'm aspie today because looking at a bridge can make everything OK again.
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"Yeah, I've always been myself, even when I was ill.
Only now I seem myself. And that's the important thing.
I have remembered how to seem."
-The Madness of King George