I have an MSED in Early Childhood Special Education. I struggled at times over the course of my program, and it took me an inordinately long time to earn that degree, but ultimately, I managed to fulfill the requirements and complete the program. Unfortunately, I can't seem to rise above the level of permanent substitute at the school where I work, and it often seems like I'm alternately ignored and treated like an incompetent idiot who can't be entrusted with anything too difficult. I suppose I'm reasonably lucky, though. I have a job with a salary vaguely resembling a living wage, and my top priority should be to hold on to that job. Hopefully, I'll be able to do that much.
Incidentally, I don't drive -- gave up on that after multiple failed attempts. I'm lucky to live in a city that's quite accessible without a car. I also can't keep my apartment clean and organized to save my life. I have extremely limited culinary skills, and would probably starve if not for packaged meals and my microwave. I can't operate a can opener, and I can barely sweep a floor or tie shoelaces. I never even managed to ride a bike with any proficiency as a result of extremely poor balance. Still, I managed to complete years of education, and get good grades for the most part. Uneven skills, anyone? I'm sure there are plenty of people here who have less formal education than I do, yet have skills that I lack. We all have our own unique sets of strengths and weaknesses.
Okay, it's been a rough few days at work. I had a point here, but I lost sight of it ages ago, so it's probably a good time to stop "talking."
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"And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad./ The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."