Is anyone here an Aspie WITHOUT special interests?

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Yes. I have Asperger's Syndrome, and I don't really have any special interests. I am interested in a wide spectrum of things, and I haven't devoted much of my time to one single thing.

At some point I thought I didn't have special interests any more. In some way that was true, but I think it was more a manifestation of depression than an absence of interest.

I have been quite drained and depressed for a while, and it hampers my ability to engage and get interested in new things. But if I observe myself, I realize that I still react to various topics in what could be considered a typically aspie way. A few topics will just bore me, some (most ?) will have my genuinely interested curiosity if the person who speaks or write about them is good enough, but in a few cases I will get really excited and enthusiastic and really hyped by something. I currently don't have the energy to pursue those ideas further, but on the moment I feel more alive than at any other time and I have enough perspective to tell myself "Hey, I really like that stuff!".

So as far as I am concerned, not having special interests is a symptom of depression and feeling disconnected from my inner aspirations. (I'm not saying it is the case for everyone, but maybe some other people feel the same.)

Whilst I spend a large part of my time doing the same things over and over again, I do not consider them to be 'special interests'. I follow Man City's results, check cricket scores and occasionally research the meanings of certain words that capture my attention.

Are they truly interesting to me? That's difficult for me to answer. I know they used to be but they are not anymore.