The_Face_of_Boo wrote:
What is sensory integration dysfunction exactly??? by reading your description , I can relate : I do cut the tags, wool makes my body all red and makes me scratch , I am extremely allergic against dust mites (make me hysterically sneezing) and I was even prescribed to take those small blue pills (Aerius) when it gets really bad.
Meltdown....that the only thing that I never understood what really is and what it's really like.
Sensory integration dysfunction (also known as sensory processing disorder) exists when the brain does not process sensory signals correctly and organize them into appropriate responses. It is not specific to autism, but can occur with many neurological conditions (eg, ADHD, cerebral palsy, traumatic brain injury) or may occur independently. Any sense can be affected, and people can be hyper-sensitive, hypo-sensitive, or just differently sensitive to various stimuli. Personally, I have a lot of tactile sensitivities, like the tag thing, I can't stand any kind of tight clothing, if my clothes or hair get wet I start to get very anxious and irritable, I don't have any allergy to wool like redness or anything, but I can't tolerate the texture/the way it feels. When I was a kid my parents would make me wear wool sweaters and then wonder why the slightest thing would cause a meltdown....duhhhh. Here's a link to a site on sensory processing disorder for more info:
http://www.sensory-processing-disorder. ... klist.html
As far as meltdowns, I can only tell you what mine were like. Sometimes it was a major big-deal provocation and sometimes very little, but there would be this feeling, not just anger but "disturbance" that I could feel in the pit of my stomach and my chest, and if whatever/whoever was provoking me didn't stop, it would get worse and worse and I'd lose the ability to think. When that happened, I'd scream, start pounding on things, often hurt myself, break things. I didn't tend to take it out on anyone else, just myself and inanimate objects. I had only spotty recall of what happened. When I was about 30 years old I learned how to recognize the signs and stop them before they got to the stage of causing me embarrassment or injury. I've seen other ppl have meltdowns too, and I don't know if it's the same for them.
~Kate
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