Jekyll wrote:
Even if I did tan, I wouldn't want to. I don't see the point to it, and I can't lay there for a long time. I'll try to for two seconds then jump up and do something else. Guess I'm kinda ADD when it comes to tanning...I really don't see what the point is, though.
Talking about suntanning brings alot of not so great memories back for me. If aspies are on average more pale than the rest of us, I think it's because we prefer staying indoors instead of going outside.
I was like that when I was growing up, often prefering indoors to outdoors. My parents didn't mind this for a while, but then became obsessed with the idea of my getting suntanned. I never understood this obsession at all in fact, I thought lying around getting tanned was stupid and sense then, it has been found to be not very healthy.
I can remember some of the things they did, like insisting I wear short pants because as my mother put it, "You need to get some sun on those legs." I can even remember when I developed a problem with my leg due to an overly intense school P.E. program, my mother took me to a doctor when my teacher told her I had been limping around alot. The doctor found a crooked bone in my leg and wanted to use a brace to correct it but it would have been uncomfortable plus it might not have worked, so my mother wouldn't go along with it. She instead told me the doctor said my leg would only get better if I got sun on it, which made no sense to me. My mother would spin all sorts of tales and no matter how illogical or contradictory they were, I was supposed to believe them and if I didn't, there was more trouble.
She even once threatened me with not being able to go to New York for my brother's college graduation if I didn't start wearing shorts and getting my legs tanned. Of course it was a bluff and I did end up going anyway. I called her on it because I didn't really care if I went or not since I didn't care much for that brother anyway, but my mother persisted with the idea that I had to get suntanned.
I didn't understand the obsession my mother had then, but I used to wonder if it was to make me appear to be like everyone else, something else I despised. I still prefer indoor over outdoor activities today, and have no interest of any kind in tanning.
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