Well, I'm not going to lie, the government disability tax break would be nice. Same with the special accommodations at school. Even without those things though, I still need to know. I want to know if this is the reason that ive felt different my entire life. Just from reading about aspergers and by speaking to other Aspies, I am 100% sure that I am on the spectrum. My life has been just a huge jumble of challenges and misfortunes; it would give me great peace of mind to know that at least there was a reason for it.
I also don't agree entirely when the doctor said "there is no treatment". There may not be a drug that will magically cure all my quirks but I know from experience that things can get a but better. Through determination alone, I've learned to minimize some of my more troublesome traits. For example, I used to be really bad for having only one sided conversations. I would go on and on about myself, never letting the other person speak. Now I have a trick to reduce that problem. When conversing with someone now, I imagine a tennis match. When someone says "hello", they've hit the ball (conversation) to me. After a short reply, I then hit it back to them, etc. I've also started watching people's feet in order to read when they want to leave a conversation. I know if their feet are pointed away from me then that most likely means that they are wanting to leave.
I am confident that if I've been able to learn of these skills, that with some assistance, I will be able to learn more.