I really enjoy when I've made something delicious, one of the few things I could conceivably take pride in daily. I am incredibly picky when it comes to what counts as 'perfect' though. As a kid I would critique my mom's food at like, every meal, and it became a sort of running joke that I would complain about the food every meal. I wasn't complaining though, I was just noting it.
That said, cooking seems to be more of a nuisance than enjoyment. And when it's too nuisancy, I tend to make poorer quality food because I'm in the 'just cook it and get it over with' mode.
I am a pretty good cook; I will make up recipes, know how to adjust or alter recipes I find online to fit my dietary needs and such.
Lately cooking has gotten tedious though-I had to stop using most of my spices (which take up an entire shelf) on the shelf because I cannot trust that brand to be gluten-free anymore.
Fresh spices are great and all, but I don't have a herb garden and I hate gardening.
Tonight I made breaded porkchops. I tried double-coating them, but I didn't like it as much as the time before when I only put 1 coating of crumbs on them, and they got a little too crispy. Last night I made a thai curry soup from homemade chicken stock. I eat leftovers for lunch. I eat eggs nearly every morning. Tomorrow I'm planning on making a plain old roast beef with roasted sweet potatoes around it and salad, the day after I might make this...mexican dish I call it (I made it up), but only because my partner really likes it because the spice situation-I will likely have leftover roast and sweet potato. Rice, salsa, beef, fajita seasoning (homemade mix of course, I could never eat something else due to gluten), roast drippings, garlic, onion, cilantro, daiya (fake cheese). The following day my partner will hopefully make some homemade sushi with shrimp, mayo, avocado and cucumber-we can buy sheets of nori at the regular grocery store. I taught him to make the sushi and he's much better at putting it all together than I ever was.
Fine, I thin I can be an excellent cook, better than most people I know actually. I like creating and I like eating, but the actual cooking process isn't very fun really. I do like having some expertise though.
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Not autistic, I think
Prone to depression
Have celiac disease
Poor motivation