Mona Pereth wrote:
I would guess "yes."
However, I would also guess that, for you, ASD might not be the full story. The way you've described your "partial shutdowns" has lead me to wonder if you might have some other neurological condition as well. Would it be possible for you to make an appointment with a neurologist, in addition to being on the waiting list for an ASD diagnosis?
^^ This.
While it's obv impossible to diagnose over the net, you definitely seem in the ballpark. There are other conditions that can look similar, though, so I think its important to get a balanced clinical opinion if you're able. That being said, I know it can be hard to access such a thing, and that many with far fewer reasons have self diagnosed.
Your intense need to know with absolute certainty and dedication to getting an answer would seem to lean towards autism
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Diagnosed ASD
AQ: 42 (Scores in the 33-50 range indicate significant Austistic traits)
RAADS-R: 165
RDOS: Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 159 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 44 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)