Jimbogf wrote:
Yes, I do have sleep problems, now I stick to a strict sleeping schedule. Go to bed at 10:30 get up at six everyday. Plus I'm exhausted from work. It has helped, my sleeping problems are not as severe as they used to be.
Sometimes I fall asleep in 15 minutes, sometimes I fall asleep in 5 hours. My brain just won't stop, I'll get obsessed about a subject or fantasy or problem. I guess it is the low sensory input that just sends my brain into over-drive. I have the most vivid thoughts and exciting revelations when I am in bed. So it may be worth it for the lack of sleep. However sometimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night with a racing confused mind, with a falling claustophobic feeling, it is quite scary and somewhat painful. Though I can stop the bad feeling if I get up and walk around for several minutes. It is similar to what I had when I was a kid but I couldn't stop it then, it grew exponentially.
My problem is I just
can't go to bed at 10:30. If I'm just finishing my work at that time I feel like I need to reward myself with some quality free time. I never want to go to bed then when it's the only time to feel free to let my mind wander. Because of my AS and introverted tendency I need my solitary thinking time. Sucks that the only time I'm in the mood for deep thinking is late at night. During the day I'm usually just feeling tired, bored, hungry and staring at the clock waiting to go home. Not the most conducive mood for deep thinking.