ocelot1962 wrote:
I go back an forth between being a nutter and being an Aspie. I now think it's both. I'm an Aspie who didn't get his official diagnosis until I was 44 years old. A lifetime of mistreatment by NTs for being "weird" (to use one of the nicer terms) has rendered me socially paranoid--that is, a nutter. I honestly don't think I would be nuts if it weren't for the bullying. So there you go
not to diminish or invalidate your experience at all but...................
we are not in control of what happens to us, we are, however in control of how we chose to respond to it.
i spent a long time blaming NT's and the greater world for all my mishaps, i kept fighting the enemy, i was in a maladaptive ,self destructive maelstrom of angst. until i found him, i met him. he was me.
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a great civilisation cannot be conquered from without until it has destroyed itself from within- W. Durant