NT friends not understanding

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As with everyone here, my AS affects and infiltrates my daily life in all kinds of subtle ways. I have many NT friends, whom I love dearly, but often I feel there is this deep misunderstanding between us. I have told all my closer NT friends about my AS, and even tried to explain to them how it affects certain aspects of my interaction with them, but they laugh it off or tell me I'm imagining it. This can become a real problem because when inevitable clashes occur between their wants and needs and mine, they automatically misunderstand the reasons behind the clash and often assume negative things such as rejection.

A good example would be last night, where my close friend and I cuddled up in my bed to watch a movie after drinking. I said to him, look we can watch the movie, but after that you have to go back to your own bed to sleep because I cannot sleep when in physical contact with another person, or indeed even if that other person causes any alteration to my bed routine (the ways I lie, arrange my blankets, etc). He totally didn't get this, and went on and on about relating it to trust and closeness (just so you don't get the wrong idea - he wasn't trying to pressure me into anything, he is just a cuddly person and I have a lot of NT friends who like to sleep with their friends (again, I'm not talking sex/sexual here)), and said that if I just relaxed and stopped worrying about whether he was comfortable or not the problem would go away (which, as we all know, is a rather pointless thing to say to an aspie). Finally I was too tired to argue and ended up lying awake in intense discomfort all night. In the early hours of the morning (this morning), he woke up briefly to see me sitting in my usual ball staring out the window. So he went to bed. Now I'm certain he thinks I'm not comfortable around him, or don't trust him, or something ridiculous because he links my potential motives back to those of his and of his NT friends.

Ridiculously, this is not the first time this scenario has happened (except with different people) and I'm getting jolly tired of having sleepless intensely uncomfortable nights.

This is only the tip of the iceberg, and my NT friends (although not all of them; there are exceptions) just won't listen to reason, or either don't understand, or refuse to listen, when I try to explain by linking the miscommunications back to my AS. It's frustrating.

Can anyone relate?

Biologically speaking (without all the ridiculous conformist rules and "traditions" of ancient human society), sex is on par with other basic body functions such as eating and sleeping. You don't tell people whether they should be a vegetarian or an omnivore, and so forth.

In the US, it is technically illegal for a minor(one under 18) to consent(consent is a contract, and minors can't be bound by contracts), and there is a rape law that codifies that by saying that sex with a minor by a non minor is RAPE, EVEN if there is "consent". Of course, it is legal, in some states, to marry if you are a minor, and that trumps the rape law. AH, the logic of the courts! (sarc) Even in such cases, I think there is ALWAYS a minimum age. I think it is generally OVER 15.

I'm not sure, but I THINK the parents have to consent to minors marriage but, then again, a child CAN "divorce" his/her parents. Again, CRAZY logic!

I get the whole "but your really normal" or "everyone does that!" kind of thing, it is annoying, yes true I am normal outwardly but inside there's alot of crap going on. And the slip ups I do have annoy some of my friends, even my best friend (aspie) he has it more but still moans if I don't look at him when talking, even though he's always doing that.

I don't have a problem with sharing a bed with a friend though, I like it, as long as I have enough room to move. I have one friend I have sleepovers with and she's always stealing the covers off me, but when she doesn't it's nice and warm having someone sleeping beside me.