marshall wrote:
Well, I've been surviving. I'll be glad to be done in another month. I'm feeling pretty deflated now. My father (retired) is actually living with me right now. In the fall we went hiking together a lot. I don't know how anyone can survive the winter here living alone. How are you holding up? Do you have family in this state?
what job are you going to be able to get? just curious as to what the result of all that education actually is. it is all magnitudes of echelons above my reality. it is good that you get along well with your father and are helping him. i am sure he is or should be thankful for having a good son. the hiking is hard to do where i live, because of all the people with guns who mistake me for a game animal. i will NOT dress up like a god-damned orange traffic cone, just because they are too careless to insure a proper [read: non-human game animal] target! anyways, i have an older sister who lives in shelton, about a 45 minute drive from my woodsy abode. i house-sit for her often. i have an older black sheep brother whom nobody knows where he is at any given time, and an oldest brother who lives in kingman, arizona in the baking heat and nasty goatheads underfoot. the winters here make me briefly but repeatedly consider moving closer to him. but then i remember that state's mean politics and am reminded to just say no. this non-conformist would fit in down there about as well as a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs. as long as my heater still works [and i have enough fundage for the alarming heating bill], i stay above freezing. but the flooring is poorly insulated and i have to wear insulated slippers in the wintertime. the older i get, the colder my feets get. my cramped tin can is so crowded that i can't imagine having any partner living with me in the mess.