Funny, I'm the exact same way. Maybe this is an autistic thing.
claudia wrote:
I have no fear of dying but killing an animal makes me sick. I think there's no real difference between animal and human dying. I don't think your feelings are rare anyway.
Same here. Killing animals makes me sick too. Its because they are innocent and they can never deserve it. Humans on the other hand, some of them deserve it and I would find it quite easy to murder them, even in horrific ways. Some people who I assume REALLY deserve it, i.e. a sadist who tortures people to death, I would happily kill them in a very horrible, painful way. Some might think that only a psychopath could do this but ironically, I am deeply empathic and seeing an innocent person harmed deeply bothers me. Thats pretty much why I can be filled with enough rage to do some twisted things to the victimizer.
I should mention that I believe life to be a kind of dream and that death is simply an illusion, that most likely plays a big role in why I don't fear death.