davidgolfpro wrote:
stumbling_forward wrote:
Currently, however, I've been poking my head out of my shell a bit. It's terrifying, but constructive.
Have you always felt this way? I have had periods where I am totally carefree, this is why I questioned my diagnosis. But really I prefer to be alone but observing.
Not when I was younger--before I was made by others to feel different... before I learned that "different" was often translated as "bad." I was a pretty damned happy, carefree kid. But that was before the bullying and the onset of adolescence.
I can still oscillate between near-mania (w/ some cockiness) and fairly-severe depression. Proper exercise, diet, sleep, etc. seems to level me out a little bit.
My experience may not match that of other aspies exactly. I believe I have some co-morbid issues along the OCD spectrum beyond my Aspergers. I've also struggled with alcohol and substance abuse, historically--which can have adverse affects on mood and anxiety.
Regards to all.
P.S. Please, everyone, be courteous and give others the benefit of the doubt. This is a tough thing for a lot of us, and I feel that understanding, patience, and tolerance are more conducive to us improving than hostility and accusations. This is directed at no one and everyone (myself included).
Regards once more.