Dissociative Experiences Scale

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Total score of: 68, but I was unclear weather "some people" was referring to myself also. However, I have been diagnosed with Phycosis NOS and ASD in the past and cannabis exasperated already pre-existing phycosis when I was a teenager, I doubt I have DID anymore. Possibly when I was answering the questions, I was also referring to how I was experienced the world, in the past before I developed short term and long term memory and when my sensory sensitivities and social anxiety were borderline severe.

I got a 36 and I'm actually mildly dissociated at the moment o-o

I scored a 69 and seems likely i have some sort of dissociative disorder. i also temporarily had and alter about a month ago. doesnt seem to fit to well with any of the defien dissociative disorders. I dont recognize myself in a mirror. I also dont really identify as my real life identity. I also have this sort of disconnect with reality where nothing really real or fake. True or false but sort of neither.
My identity is fractured and like a fractured mirror you cant see into it well. Im in a constant state of dissociation with my identity. My mind is like a house with the doors locked. Parts of it i cant consciously access. They are still there just working without my ability to percieve them. I also have trouble telling why i do things. Especially after the fact.
My experience with the alter was more like have two voices in my head. Both working together to make decisions there wasn't that clear of a distinction between them. It was there was the dark cynical pieplup. Then there was the positive helpful pieplup. Sadly, we merged back together. It sucks things were so much clearer then.
I also am like a chameleon i take on traits from other things. It changes my perception of reality and my identity. Like when i had a manic episode and thought i was schizophrenic i start subconsciously mimicking it. I used to be unaware of this happening it just kinda happened. Now that i realize this i cant trust reality. Could just be my mind playing tricks on me.
I think some of the questions overlap with autism for sure. 10. Could be because of communication issues. 17. Could be hyperfocusing. 20. I’m not expert on shutdowns but this sounds similar. 21. Autistic people tend to talk to themselves 22. A bit of a stretch but masking could be described in such a way 28. Could also be attributes to autism.

I scored 6.
Which incidentally the number i used to race under, in 100 cc kart racing, as a kid.

52.
What does it mean?

I don't get it.

I got 26, but also I already knew I had some of that.

Interesting a lot of them were things that I noticed after getting PTSD or at least noticed more, though some where things that have happened before that. Like missing part of what someone says, I remember even getting in trouble for that in school sometimes as a kid. I tried to pay attention but yeah sometimes I would miss part of what the teacher said or instructions they gave. And so I guess they thought I was a smart ass or something when I asked them to repeat what they had said because I missed it.