pensieve wrote:
Question: do you know if visual thinkers process information all at once too? It seems whenever I am without medication that I see the whole world (in my visual window) at once and I have to focus on just one part to ward off sensory overload, though it will eventually take me.
I feel like I take in everything all at once too. All the leaves on all the trees and every little dent in the asphalt on the road. There is a giant field of reeds near my house, and walking next to that thing is always overloading. Reed! Reed! Reed! Reed! Reed! Reed! Reed!
I read a paper about autistic people processing both local and global information at the same time. The study showed that autistic people are better at identifying symmetry in patterns of lots of dots with vertical, horizontal, or oblique symmetry. Identifying patterns requires simultaneous local and global processing. The paper mentioned that people who process information globally do so at the expense of local processing or being able to see the details, while people who process information locally do so at the expense of global integration, e.g. seeing food as shapes or patterns instead of recognizing as food to eat, seeing facial expressions as little skin wrinklings instead of states of mind. This paper showed that in certain situations, such as identifying symmetry in dot patterns, autistic people are superior at doing both at the same time. I feel that this local + global simultaneous processing is what I am doing when I am walking around outside seeing everything in my field of view, and it is overloading. I really don't feel that I see the world in bits and pieces, as is often ascribed to autistic people. I feel that I see everything all at once. If I saw bits and pieces, then it wouldn't be as overloading. I would just focus on one little spot and stare at it, which I sometimes do and enjoy doing. But the little spots that I stare at are usually made up of even smaller patterns, like the fur on the ear of my stuffed bunny or the bristles at the base of my hairbrush. I feel like I lose hold of the global processing when sensory overload happens, and my brain starts to shut down, like the integration is the first thing to go. After that, I start making mistakes, and easy tasks become difficult.