Self diagnosed aspergers
My field of employment makes extensive study of disabilities compulsory, including autism, which I chose as one of my electives. When I first read a list of the traits associated with Asperger's I realised it described me perfectly but I never admitted it to anyone because I was already 'different' and I didn't want to make the difference any more noticeable.
People I work with who are familiar with autism, have autism themselves or are autism specialists have recognised that I'm autistic without me telling them and have made various comments to me over the years about my disorder.
I've also had my self-diagnosis confirmed by a number of professionals qualified to recognise and/or diagnose autism but I've never pushed for an official diagnosis until now.
Until I've completed the formal diagnosis I won't be anything but self-diagnosed but I do think of myself as autistic and refer to myself as such on this forum. I could think of myself as 'possibly affected by Asperger's Syndrome pending the confirmation of formal diagnosis' but I'm not that autistic.
Update: Now officially diagnosed.
Told you so.
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It's like I'm sleepwalking
I'm not yet diagnosed, but I'm pushing for a diagnosis. Even though I get the idea of "don't seek a diagnosis unless..." that one of the first replies to this thread mentioned, it really isn't that simple when one has symptoms that may be a by-product of living undiagnosed and for the most part unsure of what the root of the problems is. I come to my therapy sessions and each day there is something new that I may bring up; some days it's about the anxiety, some days it's about the struggle in emotionally connecting to those close to me, some days it's about how hard it is for me to build new routines up, some day I may have a shutdown during a session and will have no idea what to do about it. There is an inherent lack of direction when one doesn't have a diagnosis. For instance, avoiding a situation such as going to the supermarket when one needs food could be due to multiple reasons; it could be due to the person lacking the necessary energy to do it based on depression symptomatology, it could be that the person finds it near impossible to interact with others due to social anxiety, it could be due to the person having a hard time switching tasks or breaking inertia up, it could be due to executive deficits, it could be due to fear of overstimulation (bright lights, noise, etc.) - the perceived problem is the same (avoiding going to the supermarket), but the way to approach it may be really different depending on what the person is struggling with.
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Really enjoyed being a yellow-throated woodpecker while it lasted.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 139 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 67 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
