poopylungstuffing wrote:
I can't even kill bugs. I will rescue them if they are drowning.
I thought I was the only person who did this.I could spend hours after a rainy day pulling worms out of puddles and picking bugs out of the swimming pool and laying them on the edge to dry out.When I was in third grade I once tried to fight a boy because he was stepping on ant hills.About the same age I accidentally killed a bug that I thought was "stuck" in a tree.I pulled on it and it came apart....oops.I found out later,reading about insects,that it had been laying eggs.Now I try and be careful about playing "god".I have carried a lot of bugs outside my apartments through the years.....but will kill ticks,fleas,roaches,misquettos,maggots, flies and even ants in my apartment.I dont like sharing space with these critters so I am not a great Buddhist.
Torturing animals....nope.But I once shock my cat when he smelled a female in heat and wouldnt stop meowing to go out...for hours.....had a little melt down which I still feel bad about.Had another cat go into heat and put her in the closet untill the next day when I got her in to get spayed.....trigger seems to be the constant noise.Dont think I could survive a "barky/yappy" dog.
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