i_Am_andaJoy wrote:
used to make my lips and cuticles bleed from doing this too much.
That's where I am. Didn't realize it was a disorder! I don't really get any thrill or satisfaction from it. It's just a compulsion that I have to do -- if my skin isn't smooth to the touch, dig at it until it is.
I chew the dry skin off my lips often, and have bitten the dry skin around my nails since I quit biting my nails at 16. My thumbnails get it the worst. The skin is all torn and rough, and many time they are bleeding or scabby.
I pick sores, calluses and bumps too. I had really terrible cystic acne from age 10 to about age 30, and it scarred me badly. So now, whenever I get a zit or a bump, I have to get rid of it. Because the mosquitoes have been so bad this year -- no winter to kill them off last year -- I've been getting eaten alive. I now have scars on my arms because I scratched and picked so mercilessly, I wouldn't let them just heal on their own. Now I look like I attacked on the arm by a porcupine.
Geez....what other lovely habits I have will turn out to be AS-related traits?