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chawieman
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13 May 2009, 10:04 am

Yes, I got it, hope my response will help you.



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13 May 2009, 10:54 am

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Zoonic,

I'm similar to you. I have most aspie traits, although they are mild. At the same time I have some traits of a sociopath too. I hate, hate, hate people. Almost all of them. I can't work for others. I can't handle being employed. So far I have financial resources to stay outside of the society. I feel a bit depressed and isolated this way, but not as bad as when I was inside it. I don't know what will happen to me if I have to reenter the society to support myself... Just a thought of being employed again feels as intense and paralyzing physical pain.

I tried the *feel the pain* method. Not sure if it did anything. Doesn't matter how much I *feel the pain*, it doesn't go away, it stays there. My pain and anger just never subside over time.


I don't think I will ever be able to enter society the normal way, even if I get rid of my pain and disorders. Finding alternative ways to live is also important to me, I do have a form of AS still and I actually feel better not having to be 100% involved in society every single minute of the day.



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13 May 2009, 1:19 pm

Well that's fine, you don't have to enter society the normal way, there a million things you can do that don't involve interacting in a hierarchy of NT's. You could learn a trade such as carpentry or plumbing and start your own company, you could study psychology or another medical science like chiropracty or holistic medicine and become a private practitioner, you could make music, you could become a freelance writer, you could start a farm, you could save your disability money and invest in stocks and learn all about that, you could learn programming and do it from home, etc.

Also did you read my new posts on page 4?



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13 May 2009, 4:03 pm

chawieman wrote:
Well that's fine, you don't have to enter society the normal way, there a million things you can do that don't involve interacting in a hierarchy of NT's. You could learn a trade such as carpentry or plumbing and start your own company, you could study psychology or another medical science like chiropracty or holistic medicine and become a private practitioner, you could make music, you could become a freelance writer, you could start a farm, you could save your disability money and invest in stocks and learn all about that, you could learn programming and do it from home, etc.

Also did you read my new posts on page 4?


Yeah I read them, thanks I think you know what you're talking about. It makes perfect sense.



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13 May 2009, 10:36 pm

Alright, if you ever have any questions or comments or want more info you can PM me. Good luck.

I am guessing (just guessing, as I have not experienced) that dealing with these problems is even harder and more painful than breaking a lifelong nicotine or crystal meth addiction, but it is possible, so never forget that.

P.S. Also you should know there are really barely any online resources to heal NPD, I've scraped just about all the information there is from all possible sources and even then I made the psychological revelations and keys myself, so don't be afraid to ask me!