Just a quick update on my pathetic life . . .
My toilet broke which cost me $85 and one of my 11 yoa indoor child cats probably has FIV and/or feline leukemia - he hadn't been acting right and I took him to the vet today and the vet said he was so dehydrated that he (the vet) was amazed that Seth (the cat) could still walk . . . he is on antibiotics and got a full bag of IV fluids and a shot of antibiotics . . . if he isn't better by Saturday morning before work he will get to spend some time in the kitty hospital . . . (of course, he is my main concern not the money but that was $132)
I had been planning to go to the aquarium today but I can't really take being out in the open by myself without the risk of my brain shutting off . . . I mentioned this to a person I know and she said she would take me next Friday - which is nice but I hate that she will be inconvienced . . .
Always watching myself I have noticed that the worse my life gets I feel just the tiniest bit social - so I have to wonder how social a normal person must feel when they have bad things happen to them . . . it must be overwhelming . . .
Now I'm just waiting for the house to fall down, and I won't be able to post about that because it will fall on my computer . . .
I've noticed that about myself too. I count that as a good thing, because it means I want help and I'm willing to make the effort to get it.
I'm sorry to hear about your kitty. There have been cats in my family since I was a baby. I hope he'll be all right.
Things seem bad right now, but they will get better. That's one of the things about depression: you sort of remember being happy, but it seems like 1,000 years ago.
Don't foget--if you need help or just a friendly ear, you're always welcome here. Hang in there. Hugs etc. if you want 'em...

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"There has been joy before. There will be joy again."--Alfred Bester
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