I for one can identify with the idea of "wrong planet". I used to toy with the idea that I would some day be picked up by my alien parents and taken back to another world that somehow just made sense and where everything worked for me.
Kilroy wrote:
I feel it is a great fail and shame in my...brain I guess
it is a curse and brings shame to me and would to any family I would ever have
I have to live with this BS daily, obsessions, shyness all that crap
and don't say its a good thing-ever!!
its like some sort of parasite-I could care less how much I know about some stupid pile of crap
its pointless
there will never be a day where I will say it is a good thing to have AS
I might be alright with it, but it is a curse to me
I am not the kind of person that will say you should find the positive side. I don't think though that it help to be so negative. I can agree with people like glider, in that my own autism has given me things that I can enjoy. However, the thing is though, every person seems to have something they enjoy, even without autism (yes, that can happen!). I would be a different person, I'd still have things I like and dislike, plus I would not suffer the difficulties that I do. I'd have a different set of problems that would probably not be as annoying.
Wrong planet or not, the least we can do is try and enjoy ourselves.
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Permanently inane.