buryuntime wrote:
You're able to /pick/ your obsessions?
I am jealous. ;___:
Actually, it's not as easy as I made it sound. My Hellsing/Trinity Blood obsession stopped being fun around mid-summer, but I couldn't let go of it until very recently. It was like being trapped in a loveless marriage.
I think there are several reasons why it was so difficult to just let it die off like my other obsessions: Hellsing/Trinity Blood was the last thing I was obsessed with before my family and I moved out of the house we'd lived in for 10 years. It was also the thing I was obsessed with during the very last years of my childhood/adolescence. I think I was scared to let go of Hellsing/Trinity Blood because I felt like I would lose the 'part' of my old home that was still with me, as well as what was left of my childhood.
On the other hand, it was starting to bore me because I learned all there was to learn about the two series and I had grown too content with my alternate universe/crossover version to make any more changes to it. That's when I felt it was a 'loveless marriage' - the passion was completely gone, but I stayed with it because it made me feel secure.
And even though I've watched dozens of anime since then, it's taken me awhile to find ones that I deemed worthy to take the place of Hellsing/Trinity Blood.