persian85033 wrote:
I know for a fact that I am not a good person. I have a lot of resentment. I just can't help it. It's in part why I don't want to go to Mass. I mean I do want to go, but I shouldn't, as I am not a good person. I don't like most other people.
From what I understand of the Bible, Jesus didn't just choose good people to love, he chose people that tried to do good even if they failed. Ok, that is a big generalisation, but you don't have to be good to go to Mass, you just have to want to do the right thing and clearly you do, so I hope you feel able to go if you really want to.
I often think I don't like some people but if they were in real and genuine need, I would help them if they fell over or something, maybe you would find out that you are quite good if something bad happened, maybe you would be the person to go and try to ehlp out.