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I am losing everything I feel like I am losing my newspaper route due to them changing to mornings my parents since I talked to them about the whole thing they feel its not worth getting up every morning and driving to get the bundles even in bad weather also since I get social security disability income I would lose it and my health insurance if I made to much why cant the stupid newspaper stay afternoons? its not fair I started april 20 1998 I have been there for 13 years its just not fair

Last edited by iamspecial300 on 18 Feb 2010, 12:49 am, edited 1 time in total.

OK. We can deal with the rest later. Right now get your ass to an ER or call a suicide hotline or something before you do something you won't be around to regret. I'm not sure anyone here is equipped with the right social skills to talk you down if you actually mean that.

Hey, I saw you edited--I hope it's because you meant you felt very bad, but not actually suicidal, and were correcting the error. If you do, though, get yourself to a hospital. Emergency room workers are much happier to see you come in before you have hurt yourself than trying to save you after. BTW, I have called a suicide help line once before in my life; and it is frightening, but it can save your life when your feelings are running your brain. They will not make fun of you and they can give you exact directions on how to stop from hurting yourself. They can even call an ambulance for you if you give them permission, so you don't have to do it.

If you're not suicidal, my recommendation to you is to distract yourself for the time being, and let your brain process things in the background. Get some sleep if you can. You have to get over the first bad feelings after a bad change like that before you can start planning how to deal with it. Once you have your feelings under control it will be easier to plan.