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hi. some may remember.some not...not been on for a while.so have had to re-regester./

life is stressing me at the moment...i feel like i need to escape run away. just find somewhere away from the control of daily and home life...
trapped in a relationship with somebody that just shouts at me day and night. at work its different.they know i'm different and actually like it as i can see things,others cant. so yes i'm liked at work...
the only problem i've got with work is that i get so attached to it or things,that i can get very frustrated if people dont seam to be helping me or i feel they are holding me back.

i live in a flat in the west midlands with my partner.who like me is gay... i've never really liked him,and we've never had any of the usual stuff that were suspposed to do... i see him as a flatmate.and thats all...

hes very controlling.everything i do,watch,has to be monitered,its almost like i'm a child in his eyes. everything i try and do is wrong,and i just get moaned at... i want him to shut up.and just be happy ...
hes does a lot for me,cooking,etc,and takes me to work.buys me lunch,,,but all i need to to be with someone that doesnt shout or whine at my every move,,,its very draining and i cant cope with it much longing.
i know he cares for me and might be aspergers himself.... too as living together is probably not a good idea eh?




i've tried to talk to him,but it always ends up in another shouting match. so i dont bother and just keep quiet. or mess with my hobby(lego)
i'd like to escape and start afresh elsewhere,,,would i be stupid in doin that?