anandamide wrote:
I often tickle my arms gently with my fingers when I'm asleep. I do it when I am asleep. I wake myself gently tickling my arms, often I wake up to find one of my arms stuck up in the air and I am gently tickling my own arm with my fingers. For some reason it is very satisfactory. Sounds a bit obscene doesn't it? I have never even thought about this behavior as odd until I read your post.
I can see why it might sound a bit obscene, but it has nothing to do with any sort of sexual pleasure. I don't do it to fall asleep, though the act can be stimulating enough to the point where I can easily fall asleep.
I, too, never thought it was odd before I started reading about the sensory perceptions that some aspies tend to experience. Maybe it isn't, who knows? I know some adults who like this sort of thing, such as when a person asks another to rub their legs or something. With me, though, I sort of want to seek it out.
After reading Temple Grandin's book, I sort of imagined myself inside a machine that would rub a prickly roller over my back. I can imagine easily enjoying something like that for hours. It's weird. Maybe I'm reading too many books on autism as of lately, and I'm getting odd ideas.
- Ray M -