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16 Sep 2012, 4:37 pm

Well hares a small brackdown of tonight

Punched stuff about 10 times
Swar about 5 times
Shouted 20 times
Kicked stuff 2 times
Thowed thing outside the window 2 times

Because of that on poupouse bad behavior:
I made one of the AD kids swar for the first time

The stuff won't believe it's on poupouse

Even that I did feel some control
It was not planed

But it still was on poupouse
I am just a evil person
But they won't even believe that



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16 Sep 2012, 5:09 pm

Why do you say it's on purpose? How can it not be planned if it's on purpose? Can you choose to not do it? You say you felt you had some control so it sounds like you didn't have full control. Sounds like you may be hard on yourself.


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16 Sep 2012, 5:17 pm

League_Girl wrote:
Why do you say it's on purpose? How can it not be planned if it's on purpose? Can you choose to not do it? You say you felt you had some control so it sounds like you didn't have full control. Sounds like you may be hard on yourself.

Im not hard on myself if you read it fully you will see why



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16 Sep 2012, 5:26 pm

You are an embarrassment to evil.



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16 Sep 2012, 5:32 pm

Rascal77s wrote:
You are an embarrassment to evil.

How?



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16 Sep 2012, 5:32 pm

You are indeed a devil worshiping heathen.


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16 Sep 2012, 5:39 pm

Why are you doing these bad behaviors?

I once threw a piece of tofu over the railing of a balcony down to the dining hall below.



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16 Sep 2012, 11:10 pm

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE8m8EaRR90[/youtube]


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16 Sep 2012, 11:45 pm

Either you're really a total brat... or you're not a total brat, and you're saying you are because you don't like the idea that your behavior's really out of control.

It's a nice little excuse, to say "I totally meant to do that". It lets you pretend that you're defiant and rebellious and don't have a problem you need to deal with.

If you're being a brat, you need to stop it. It's not impressive bragging about how many things you punched to people on an internet forum.

If you're in denial, you need to stop it. Things are never going to get any better if you don't admit to yourself that you have a problem. Think of the addict who says, "Hey, I can stop anytime I want to... I just don't want to." You're doing that. Quit it. You do have a problem. It might be nice to ignore it and pretend there's no problem and you're just a brat, but you're not going to get anywhere in your life if you don't face facts and start working on it.


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17 Sep 2012, 12:19 am

OP, do you feel guilty for the bad behaviour afterwards?

btw: I completely agree with what Callista said.



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17 Sep 2012, 1:49 am

mmcool wrote:
Rascal77s wrote:
You are an embarrassment to evil.

How?


The stuff you're doing isn't evil, it's just annoying. As someone who was much closer to evil than you will ever be I will tell you that being 'good' is much more productive and rewarding.



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17 Sep 2012, 11:53 am

I think you need to take sensitivity training and work on being a gentle person.


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17 Sep 2012, 12:18 pm

If a poem I write
sheds a light
on my behavior
all the better

but if my thought
clarifies naught
maybe it's a riddle
with which I want you to fiddle

but if I want advice
it would be nice
to be clear as a bell
because, well--
we're Aspies, after all

As you may have guessed, your point escapes me.

The question is: if you were indeed being mean on purpose: why?

If you are just venting, I hear you, little brother!



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17 Sep 2012, 3:11 pm

Not being rude; but grow up, please.