Corp900 wrote:
I didnt have a language delay, I had a circle of friends in high school (all losers btw).
I only cut off all my friend ships after accussing myself of having Autism.
The thing is, why was I so quiet in school? why was I a loner? WHY WHY WHY?
Well, I can't really teel seeing as I have never met you in person and I don't specialise in autism (I'm trying to work in the creative industry). However, being quiet and shy does not necessarily mean that you are autistic. Many autistics are loud, are not shy and didn't have a language delay. However, you have implied that you don't get on with people and you have certain expectation of people (you accused your circle of friends of being a bunch of losers and pushed them away when you found an excuse for your problems, for example). That doesn't mean that you have or that you don't have autism, but you should really try to get help if you feel like it is preventing you from getting on in life.
Autism is way more than just being shy and quiet.
Oh, and if you want to talk about depressing things, it's probably best that you go to the haven.