not a question, but a testimonial......was in terrible shape physically and mentally. serious depression.....causing all sorts of problems.
started running out of desperation, 1/4 mile at first. very slow. gradually increased distance and with that came speed. 1 mile, 5 miles, 10 miles, half-marathon,(wow), and finally a full marathon. along the way i learned how to ride a bicycle and spent more time on the bike than on foot. started bicycle racing and competed all over. started traveling and ran a marathon on every continent except antarctica along with a century bike ride on same. ran across the ngorongoro crater in tanzania. highlight of running career.
while training for antarctic trip was run over by drunk driver. destroyed.
would not trade a thing. for 6 years or so i was happy for the first time in my life/maybe last time.
my physical condition was superb during transformation. 5'10" 150+/-lbs pulse 40.
even better, the mental health change was stunning. the depression was gone. the horrors of my childhood were of no concern. it was amazing.
those 6 years were worth the 'dying'.
running/cycling perfect sports for those with a.s. no doubt about that.
use me if you want. i doubt if many people, spectrum or nt's, have experienced the change that i did.