Yes, me too.....I really don't think I'm capable of believing in a God. Maybe in an allegorical sense, but not literally as in a real, thinking being. If I know I believe a thing, I'm already admitting that I don't know for sure, it just means that I feel it to be likely and that FOR THE TIME BEING I want to act as if it's definite. But it seems that deities demand belief in them for life - or more accurately, their mortal devotees demand that from each other, purportedly on the deity's behalf. I'd always be open to new info that could change my belief, which I guess wouldn't quite cut it with them.
My estranged wife is religious and sometimes expressed sorrow at being unable to share it with me. It saddened me as well, knowing we couldn't share something that's so obviously a huge part of her world. But if you simply don't think there's a god, you won't "get it," indeed there's nothing to get.
I'm afraid that the only way I can make sense of religion is from the starting point that it's incorrect. I'm tempted to post my explanations of why so many people believe something that just isn't so, but religion is a thorny subject and experience has taught me that what seems to me to be a sincere, peaceful explaination of why I'm not religious will be picked up by many believers as an attempt to invalidate their chosen way. I still remember the day I realised that my wife was seeing my comments that way, and that I was only doing damage with them.....so I stopped, and all the anxiety and hurt feelings about that issue vanished, never to return.