Trobble Understanding?

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So im not sure how to put this but when something is exsplaneing things to me online i dont understand anything if i do understand something my mind still cant fit it togather so ill try to understand but apparent it never works so i ask for people to exsplane to me by enterying wb sites like this for exsample. but sometimes i dont even understand them i have to act like i understand what there trying to tell me so im not rude but under it all half of the things people are trying to tell me im not getting it im not sure how to put this. but sometimes i see on here people understand eachoter and what eachoters saying when with me i see something diffrent i dont get anything and i feel kind of like the frek of avreyone around me someone who acts like them but never really understand them. (this only happends on somethings) like for exsaple my religon wicca i get somethings people say but half the things i dont get someone could ask me: what are you asking? or trying to point at. And id sit at the computer like no clue i know im trying to get at something but i really just exsaplened what i was triyng to get at. then thell ask more and sometimes ill end up sitting there like ohhh crap i dont get anything there exspalening to me.
like heres a really good exsaple!! !: Some people ask me what dont you understand? And ill think to myself but i dont even know how to tell them what i dont understand!! because half the things there asking me i dont understand i only understand somethings and with that it leves my mind blank. but at the same time i can not tell them to repeat avreything because i sitll wont get anything there saying or it will just end up the same my mind blank and me only understand half or even less then half of what they just said. this happends with my teachers to when i go to pick up my school work people will ask me things but i cant tell you them things they asked because i dont understand what they even asked me so theres like a big blank in my mind. and ill just respond after they ask me did you get that? ill be like: yeah!
or oh yeah i got it. when really its like dahhhhhh...._. and yes i have tryed asking but then the person gets sick of exsplaneing it to me and like i feel like there ganna screm at me so i dont ask anymore or at lest i hardly try to ask. IS THIS my autism? if so then why do i look like the only autistic here thats like that? and if this is autism how bad is it? Whats happaning to my mind? plz answer as much in this as you can thank you and dont ask what do i mean because i couldnt exsplane to you anymore then what i just exsplaned here sorry.

There is a good chance that you have some sort of processing disorder if the words just aren't making sense to you.

I would be glad to try to explain whatever it is you are having trouble with over in that Wiccan thread you started. I'm not the type to get angry over repeated explanations. But, in order to provide an answer, we need to understand your question. It may take some time, but I think we could work it out.

i understand you now. And i know im just not sure how to put it to anyone because i could probaley all ready exsplane 2 things i asked someone but other then that what i want to aim at is just not there im not sure how to put it. Im not sure what to tell you at this point.

I'll take this conversation back over to your Wicca thread... join me over there!