The sky outside my house keeps changing every 5 minutes from dark storm-looking clouds to clear blue skies. It's been going like this all day and it's literally driving me crazy. I can't tell if it's okay or not okay to go outside and if I do go outside, where the heck am I gonna go? I feel like I've done everything in both the inside and outside worlds that is humanely possible. I was out earlier and while it was near 60*F it was still chilly so that's why I came home and on the way I though storm clouds were gathering up again but now it's blue skies.
I hate this cuz whenever it's clear weather I feel like I need to go outside to let my brain die and I feel like it would be worst if I stay indoors. But when the weather is bad that I must be indoors, I do have a tendency to go crazy from boredom. Plus this is Indiana. Not much to do after more than 20 years of living here.
I feel like the only time I can ever be calm about anything is at nighttime when I'm obligated to be stuck in the house but it's okay. It's near 7pm but it's still bright out. Some clouds but some blue sky still.
How am I gonna get through summer?
28 Apr 2011, 5:47 pm
