Okay i understand my emostions i understand my first emostion but theres like somekind of seconed emostion that i dont understand and i never can even when i try to it really upsets me not in a angrey way its more i just want it out and to get what it is and cant. So im wondering when i got emostions i can not understand what do i do to stop myself from freking out? because i do a good job not freking out but its getting to the point were i hate not understanding it and i just might frek out about it because its so frustorateing and upsetting not knowing your 2d emostion under the first. im not sure how to put that sorry. ...I dont like it..how do i calm myself down when this happends?