Butterfiend wrote:
I feel like I'm stuck in my own brain and I can't get out. My thoughts and feelings are all bottled up inside and I can't explain them to people because they don't understand. I feel like I can't make plans, pay attention, or form meaningful relationships with people because I'm always thinking about the things in my own little world. Does this make sense to anyone else?
Hey there, we're somewhat similar. I find it frustrating to be with other people yet I do not exist and at once I'll notice that they wouldn't acknowledge that I'm around them or talk to me anymore and it hurts.
Many things run through my head that I get so much paranoid and depressed. I tried to control myself not to be trapped on my own and instead get my things done, fix my room and study etc. But still I couldn't. However, there are times when my inner world motivates me a lot and makes me do prolific artworks and accomplishments that I myself couldn't even believe.