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PinkRangerV
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11 Jun 2011, 12:22 am

I went to the pool earlier. Normally when I'm at the pool I lose track of everything, even where I physically am, for the whole time I'm swimming. But this time my thirteen-year-old brother decided to be a jerk to my six-year-old sister, so I got stuck watching her. Now I'm a mess. I'm using just about every coping behavior I have without even realizing it, and I still want to be an unresponsive shell.

The heck is this? Does anyone know?


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11 Jun 2011, 6:00 am

Standing on watch is energy consuming and you needed to disassociate for a while, I guess.

People usually take drugs to get to that state :lol:


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11 Jun 2011, 7:08 am

Maybe it's because you had your expected routine, one that gives you great pleasure, changed because of the actions of another and you resent it, so you're internalizing your anger.


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11 Jun 2011, 4:50 pm

Get away from the noisy poolside, or put something in your ears



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11 Jun 2011, 11:52 pm

Wallourdes wrote:
Standing on watch is energy consuming and you needed to disassociate for a while, I guess.

People usually take drugs to get to that state :lol:


:lol:

You should see me hypnotize myself. I'm amazing with mental stuff. And thanks, all of you guys. :) This helped a lot.


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