i like to eat the same healthy foods everyday as part of my healthy diet. programme if i run out of some food in my in my diet programme it does annoy me but i don't freak out or have a metldown over it. i do like to stay healthy by eating apples and oranges everyday etc.....
a few months ago i remmember my favourite type of shoe that had built in lifts that boosted me from 5ft9 to 5ft11 broke and i had a fit/meltdown over it cause ia m obssesesed with appearing taller to other people since society likes to judge negativly on men who are not tall.
is this normal or a sign that something is badly wrong with me? i will admit the whole control freaky about wearing the same type of shoes is a bit worrying 