brolife wrote:
I observed about myself that I don't lack the capacity to elicit brainpower, but I find that its hard to "get my engine going" so to speak.
Yes, mental inertia, some element of perfectionism and difficulty planning - related to poor executive function.
Not overdoing things once you do start can help - sometimes, once I get started then I can work all through the day and through the night, and not eat or drink unless there are people to remind me. That gets into a cycle of nothing versus all-out, which is not productive.
Self-centering activities like making music, art or meditation are helpful. Anything that helps you spend some time alone in a way that switches off mental stress is centering.