A lot of you know about my hypersexuality problem...well the new medicine I'm on (clonapin...in addition to the medicine I was already on) not only seems to have cured it, but also got rid of the extreme depression as well.
The past couple weeks, I've still thought about women, wanting to date/get laid etc., but with less intensity and less often. Not only that, I've only masturbated once, and that was just to see if I was still capable of doing it. The late night soft core porn dreams have also ceased to exist. (As entertaining as they can be, they can get old.)
I'm just wondering how to maintain this? I'm being realistic. I'm still going to have off days even with the new medicine working, but I fear going back to the place I was...where I had no control over my thoughts and hormones. It's likely the medicine has not only stabilized me but also maybe brought down my sex drive...and personally, I love it. I still think about women, still check out women in tv shows and movies, still try to get dates on dating sites...but with less intensity.
I've also been more productive...having finished a difficult to read 400 page book, started exercising again, got out of the house more, and watched 30 movies the past couple weeks (you might say watching movies isn't productive...but they have plotlines and beat the women obsession thing.)
I have no doubt that eventually I will have to start masturbating again...but how do I maintain this level of moderation in general?
Last edited by nilescrane on 24 Jun 2011, 9:16 pm, edited 1 time in total.
24 Jun 2011, 8:58 pm
