I'm not a clean and neat person in general, though I like order and cleanliness. I was more organized as a child, I wonder sometimes if there is some kind of illness, chronic fatigue perhaps, that holds me back.
I practically hate every bit of cleaning apart from caring for myself, doing the dishes, and washing my clothes. My apartment sometimes cries for cleaning to the point I feel ashamed of it. I also go through cycles, but my cycles are rather long, they can be months.
I'm not a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning, still, when I do something I like to see that part excellently done. Is this secondary perfectionism? "At least this or that part I have done well", I would say to myself. According to THIS article it is worse than primary perfectionism.
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Another non-English speaking - DX'd at age 38
"Aut viam inveniam aut faciam." (Hannibal) - Latin for "I'll either find a way or make one."