Im starting university this week. I had to apply for this allowance which gets me support but they wouldnt accept my statement cause its from too long ago and the doctor doesnt know me very well and the statement doesnt actually say i have autism or anything . it just says i have a speech and lanuage delay.
I went into to see this woman from uni to discuss it and she said i have to have a private digonisic assessment and i told her some stufff from over the years and she reckons i might have aspergers. I laughed it off at the time and thought she was being rediclous but the more i think about it - it makes sense. I defiently have High funtioning autism if i dont have that.
Not sure wheather i have obessions or not but when i was younger i used to dream about some friends of mine who were transivesties in the dream. I also used to dream about rows of high flush toilets and i was walking trying to find the exit and i couldnt get out - i hate high flush toilets still do.
Not sure wheather this is attachement or obsession but there was a college tutor who i was particaully close to who used to hug me and look out for me alot but i keep thinking about her like all the time.
My mum reckons im obsessed with buses. just because i noted that the 2.15 was coming past. I have a very good long term memory but not for dates just faces and stuff thats happened.
I also used to eat some strange things like flowers. Used to pretend i was cooking them in the back garden and then i ate them.
I pushed someone off a chair, kicked someone up the arse and stuff in primary school then i moved to secondary school and they got the wrong end of the stick and thought i was sexually assualting boys but i wasnt i was trying to beat them up by trying to do smackdown move on them cause i was quite into wrestling at the time. I also hit someone in their eye and nearly came them a black eye and then i got chucked out and went to a special school. I did hit some people but not much because girls learnt not to get on the wrong side of me.
Ive also get nervous and i started picking and biting my skin since about 10years old. I still pick my nose and eat it. I guess it all makes me feel better.
I also find making friends difficult like any austic person would. People would ask me to be friends with them and i would hit them or kick them or tell them to clear off.
does anyone have any of these probelms?
13 Sep 2011, 8:12 am
