Tuttle wrote:
Summer is when I have most potential to be worst and best. It's the only season that I can reliably get in my kayak, which is when am "least autistic" of all times, yet the air is so full of pollutants, and the smells and worse and I feel even more separated from people and its usually the worst.
I can relate to that. I like to kayak also. Though where I live, anything outdoors = pure air, especially where there is water.
I should say that now I am older I have realised that all extremes agitate me. I just have always been so active (now I know that as being a result of constant adrenalin pumping) that I associated my extremes of action/depression as being no good with balance.
So cold makes me depressed and anti-social, heat agitates me and makes me angry and anti-social, dryness makes me extremely agitated and inconsolable.
So Spring is divinity itself.
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