I don't have a special interest...

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That's what I was thinking to myself for about a year straight. I thought, "I never get obsessed about anything". But that's when I realized I was wrong. I was secretly learning everything about kingdom hearts. So secretly I didn't even notice I had a special interest about it. Now that I think about it, there is nothing I don't know about kingdom hearts. Next, I was going to post this thread when I noticed, almost every one thinks they are mild. What if we don't know just how severe we are. I know my family says its Mild, but what if they are wrong also.

This thought process got me into thinking about how its possible that I'm a silent autistic sitting in a wheel chair imagining what its like to be normal.

Has anybody had anything similar to any of this happen to you? (Any of it, not all of it)

The last line goes with the whole matrix idea and similar philosophies and to be honest is something I don't find interesting.

However I too have sometimes noticed how I can intuitively think that my thoughts or struggles are neither abnormal or different in a significant enough way, because obviously to me my way is what is normal. This effect becomes even larger since my partner is very like me (In fact she maybe diagnosed as well). If you are some what isolated as well, as many with Asperger's is, you will probalby get this even more.

In lack of a better example, when trying to answer a question of how I met my partner, I said that "Yes we met in class, but we mostly just spoke online in the start ". I was not prepared for the reaction I got which was "You got to know someone online who was in your class!?" with an expression of surprise and nearly laughter.