My personality is such that when I find something challenging, I focus on mastering it. That is why I am majoring in sociology and psychology. These are the most challenging subjects for me as an individual with AS. But because I am so obsessive and can be so emotionally objective, I believe my "disability" actually proves to work to my advantage. Studying in this field has also helped me understand life a bit better all the way around as well. The systems are laid out for me in textbook detail; understanding is not dependent on "inherent" ability. I think many NT psychologists (my own included) are very biased to their own systems of thought and they cannot fully understand the systems inherent to a person with AS. The systems are so different. As any psychiatrist will tell you, the most insightful texts about AS are written by those who have it. I can actually relate and even empathize with others who have AS, but I also have the advantage of knowing intellectually how the NT population works as well. I can analyze, theorize, and verbalize the details of their social, emotional, behavioral, cognitive, and perceptual systems. Thus, I feel I can work better with both groups. One may try to argue that having AS would do me a disservice in working with NT subjects but I say that being more objective, logical, and less emotionally directed would give me a huge advantage over those who may be more "empathetic". Contrary to popular belief, "empathy" is not a good quality in a therapist. Empathy implies past or similar experience, or at the very least imagined experience, which automatically rules out objectivity in context of human nature. The natural tendency for human beings is to give advice or encouragement based on one's own experiences rather than on logical and systematic approaches. That's why therapists spend so much time learning how to supress their own emotions and values. For me, it is automatic to default to the applicable system, regardless of my own experience - "my own" just isn't there to get in the way in the first place. I can understand AS subjects in ways that I may not be able to understand NT's, but that doesn't mean I can "empathize" with either. The system rules in any case.