Pokelover14 wrote:
Earlyer today some of my friends took me to NYC. My fiends are all seniors in high school but I am just a freshman. They wanted to show m nintendoworld so we went in and the moment we got off the train I felt a burst of smells. Ciggarrets, marijuana, cigars, trash. I just started to get irratated yelling at everyone, being grumpy, telling them I hated them and wished I were dead, wished they were dead. Then we got into the crowds... I didn't think there would be many people at NYC but everywhere I looked there were people. They kept touching me rubbing up on me breathing on me. I got really jumpy. Then there was all the noise the People talking the cars horns the everything. We got to nintendoworld at last and I settled down inside. But then we had to leave, with a Emboar in my arm we started to go outside. My friends wanted to see more things but I just needed to leave. After a while I had a meltdown and my friends kept saying stuff like don't act like a baby. What is wrong with me why do I have to be so sensitive to everything.
Im a feshman also and Im going to NY to see my dad for 3 weeks this summer. He plans to take me to NYC and I dont want to have a meltdown because I dont know how my dad would react to it. Im not even sure how I would want someone to react to it.