Mootoo wrote:
I keep getting this gut feeling, apparently identical to 'butterflies' one would get when expectant, in situations which merit absolutely no such emotion - primarily when trying to sleep. I know the very process of sleeping evokes all sorts of random emotions due to its relationship with the subconscious... but *before* falling asleep? (Then again, until a few months ago I noticed my dreaming starting sometimes as soon as I lay down in the bed, so I suppose it may be of parasomniac origins.)
Many times I have experienced the REM stage immediately on sleeping. As soon as I slipped into unconsciousness I would dream. I've read that's a Hallmark for clinical depression.
I was a sleepwalker, still a sleep talker, and I have bouts of sleep paralysis. I have never felt a "butterfly" before sleep, but randomly, such as getting up and first walking around the place. Stress evokes this part, in fact, any stress causes all of "this."
Could your symptoms be related to
severe stress? Severe stress as in a past event(s) but a little stress now, is a harbinger of this reflex- memory?