Sounds perfectly normal to me! A cascade of disordered thoughts, words, emotions.
I try not to let those occasions to stress me out too much (difficult) - later when I've thought about it I realize that I'm no stranger than the next stranger
BTW I find trying to watch this show very difficult - too many rapid cuts (bright scene, dark scene, bright scene), too shouty-loud (compressed audio) and that fake audience laughter. Just can't do it.