The Paradox of Routine
You know, in spite of all the things they say about us Aspies being inclined towards routine, I have to admit that sometimes I subconsciously must need a break from routine so I end up doing goofy things or goofing up my usual routine. It's like the stereotype of the absent-minded professor who puts on two different sock types, which I've actually done - and that's a very routine thing. Even with my toddler daughter, I've put her sandals on the wrong feet w/o realizing it till after!! And how many times have I done that - more than I can remember.
Even back in high school, I remember a notable routine-disruption incident: I had French class in the afternoon at the same time, and then one day in early spring I went into the classroom where I had this class but it was right after lunch, whereas my class wasn't till around 2:15pm. So I sat down a few minutes early and the class was half full, then it wasn't till after I sat down I realized my mistake in horror (as I was getting weird looks and a couple of comments) and as I headed to the door red-faced, that class's teacher walked in and said "oh!" all bewildered while looking at me whereupon everyone burst into laughter. Even though this was routine for me, and I knew the time for so many weeks, I still goofed it up!!
So in spite of these routine activities being predictable, how does this happen? Am I the only one? Maybe it's not primarily an ASD thing, but more from the secondary effects of anxiety, having one's mind too cluttered or being clouded by a bad experience like being rebuked for something, and it sticks with you resulting in such routine-disruptive errors.
Who can say for sure???
Attention deficit? Sometimes not remembering stuff well (a glitch)? Strange associations with past events (intermingling memories)? Or just feeling overwhelmed by routines and rules (needing some free time to rest or do something pleasant)?
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Another non-English speaking - DX'd at age 38
"Aut viam inveniam aut faciam." (Hannibal) - Latin for "I'll either find a way or make one."